So I've had a hard time describing what's been going on lately. Really, I've been too tired to go into the everyday struggle and have...

We had a patient die overnight. This is not unusual. I come back to the ICU every morning and someone has died. Of course I make a...

Day 23 in New Jersey and day 10 in this ICU, but it seems like I have been here for three months! When I arrived back in the ICU this...

It takes me about twenty minutes to drive to Clara Maase. As I drive, I think about what awaits me in the ICU. I prepare myself for...

During my ICU shift, two patients died today. Both patients were DNR, do not resuscitate. Their families had made the decision that...

Yesterday I was off for several hours. I had a different shift. Several of my partners from Reno had arrived, and I was so glad to see...

I started my second day at Clara Maas hospital. It started out as an easier day since I knew the paients from yesterday. However, I...

Started at 4 pm at a different ICU tonight. This ICU has twelve patients, obviously all on ventilators, all with COVID ,all critically...